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Hello, I'm Joi and I'm 20, African American,cis-woman, pansexual. Aspiring fantasy/action/adventure writer. I love the color blue hence the url and I think it suits my personality in a way. KAT GRAHAM IS AWESOME AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY BONNIE SLANDER!!!! This blog is basically a mix of my main interests: MOVIES (I love horror, thriller, drama, sci-fi, martial arts, action, fantasy, adventure movies) , ANIME (almost any genre but shoujo), MUSIC(I love listening to rock, alternative, hip-hop, rap, jazz, classical, electronic, R&B, soul, pop, kpop, jpop, j-rock,world), ART (especially paintings and sculptures and anything to do with dance and theater), FOOD (PASTA IS THE FUCKING BEST), and SOCIAL JUSTICE and some porn stuff. My favorite shows are The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, and Supernatural.

Some artists I listen to include: Alicia Keys, Ledisi, Jill Scott, Ciara, Rihanna, Lady Gaga, Namie Amuro, Flyleaf, Maroon5, Halestorm, Linkin Park, BeForU, Kanon Wakeshima, T.a.T.u, Avril Lavigne, Britney Spears, Evanescence, Paramore, Daughtry, Usher, Within Temptation,Panic! At the Disco, Florence + The Machine, Kalafina, Cascada, Kelly Clarkson, Raven Symone, Kimbra, Adele, Kyary Pamyu Pamyu, Michelle Branch, Acid Black Cherry, Missy Elliot, Trina, Eve, Natasha Bedingfield, Nicki Minaj, Pink, The Pretty Reckless,TERRA, JoJo, Ashanti, B.A.P., Block B, Infinite, BigBang , MBLAQ, BTOB, 2NE1, BEG (Brown Eyed Girls), Afterschool, Nine Muses,Sistar, Spica, 4Minute, Ladies Code, U-Kiss, D-Unit, Wonder Girls, Fiestar, RaNia, K-ARA, Girl's Day, T-ARA, BoA, Ailee, Hyori Lee, Se7en, Kahi, NS Yoon G.

My husbands: Daehyun, Sungyeol, Seungho, Minhyuk (BTOB), Woohyun, Youngjae (B.A.P)

My wives: Rihanna, Bora, Park Bom, Hyorin, Nana, Kyungri, Sera, Hyosung, Boa, Joohyun (Spica), Haena

Random moments of thirst and sexual language may occur unexpectedly.

Anonymous said: Could you explain the whole "i don’t really have depression, i’m actually just a lazy piece of shit" = you've got depression, thing? It rang a bell for me and I'd like to know what you meant. Thanks :)

roachpatrol:

one of the most insidious things about depression is it doesn’t ‘feel’ like depression. even when you have it, you know you have it, you’ve been diagnosed—you still find yourself thinking, no, nope, this isn’t it, can’t be. it’s like the mental illness equivalent of that knight in monty python that keeps going ‘it’s a flesh wound! i’m fine, really! this is just a scratch, i’ll be up in a moment!’ even after all his limbs have been hacked off and he’s lying there helpless.

one of the most common narratives around it is that no one realizes they have depression until they start checking off what they consider to be normal aspects of their lives—and personal character flaws— against the checklist for depression symptoms. really key symptoms include:

  1. lack of motivation
  2. constant tiredness, even exhaustion
  3. finding no pleasure or satisfaction in activities they used to like, or that they know should feel good
  4. not seeing the point of doing anything
  5. increased and even unmanageable anxiety and fearfulness

any one of these symptoms drains away your ability to do work, cope with setbacks, overcome difficulties, or stop procrastinating. multiple symptoms create a pretty perfect storm of intertia and anxious self-loathing. you stop doing anything because it’s hard to get going, unpleasant while you’re at it, and afterwards there’s no reward. why bother, right? and when you’re always tired you get conservative of what little energy you can manage, and when you only feel emotions on the ‘empty to miserable’ spectrum you get really aversive to making mistakes. the whole mess very quickly and very insidiously loads every single thing in your life with toxic emotional baggage.   

and then someone says to you— or you say to yourself, ‘stop being lazy’. and that haunts you forever. because you’re lazy! the work is so easy. everyone else does it. everyone but you, you lazy asshole, lying around all day not doing this totally easy thing that you should be able to but aren’t. you don’t have depression! of course not. mental illness is for victims, is for blameless innocent people who can’t be blamed for being so understandably sick. but you can be blamed. you have a character flaw, and it’s getting worse by the minute. 

and that is how people who have been diagnosed, who have been medicated, who have been through therapy, can still spend all day hiding in bed and chewing themselves up over their failure to just somehow magically be a good, healthy, useful person, instead of treating themselves to a sick day and saying ‘yup! it’s depression. i need to be kind to myself.’

fyblackwomenart:

Juan Gonzalez Uirbe
I´m feeling Blue, Acrylic on canvas 105 x 184 cm. diptych (two pannels)
 : : submission : :

fyblackwomenart:

Juan Gonzalez Uirbe

I´m feeling Blue, Acrylic on canvas 105 x 184 cm. diptych (two pannels)


 : : submission : :

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adampacmanjones:

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No, this needs to continue

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adampacmanjones:

Stop this

No, this needs to continue

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ppl spend too much time mad at women for allegedly catering to the male gaze when they could be mad at men for being gross

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10 / 100 of HYUNA

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jassieuo:

been a while since I’ve been in the studio and I had the pleasure of

shooting Ryan! love her! Detroit link up :)

@ryandestiny of Dollhouse

@jassiuo photographer

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Haircut 💇

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